This is a lovely story and I’m so pleased for you both, it gives me hope for my future as I also lost my husband to cancer in 2016. Hallelujah Holy Shit Where’s The Tylenol Vacation Christmas shirt. I haven’t met anyone yet but the phrase about grieving and loving at the same time is beautiful as is the comment about finding love again being a compliment to the person who has gone. May you have a long and happy future together. I knitted myself a poncho, my first adult size garment. I was very pleased with the result.